PAIN OF A BROKEN HEART

Life is a mess
All I feel is stress
Heaviness
Emptiness
And sadness
Its been a while
Since I was last able to smile
Im in this unjust world all alone
Feeling like a pierce of trash that has been thrown
Black and white, thats how everything appears to me
Colors I am no longer able to see
Feels like my heart is being stung by a bee
Its hurting me real bad
I get mad when I see people feeling glad
Making me fantasize about hitting them so strong
Even though they didnt do anything wrong
They just somehow irritate me
Making me feel like theyre laughing at me
I want to shout out loud, but I feel so weak
I dont even have the strength to speak
I just want to be left alone, in a dark isolated place
So I wont ever see another cheerful face
Or the morning grace
I feel like Im being torn apart
And thats the pain of a broken heart