I feel like I am living someone elses life
That this life is just a game, one that cant be...
I feel completely alone
When I am surrounded by people...
There are no words to explain how I feel
There is just silence and its so surreal...
I think I miss you more now
Now that its been a while...
She doesnt seem to care anymore
She doesnt seem to listen anymore...
I have never felt so alone
Like no one cares...
A year ago today
You lay in the hospital bed...
I am floating in a world
A world that I dont know...
How could she have ever thought that I didnt...
How did she not know that I thought about it every...
Its the Easter weekend
And I can only think of you...
Im so sick of missing her
Sick of crying at anything...
You left me alone
And then wondered why I wasn't there with you...