I look at all of them
Together...

This dark cloud helps me do this
Helps me make the cuts on my hip...

Why is it that I'm so amazed
That a guy could like me...

You are always there for me
You say no matter what if I need you your there...

The love I have
Is forbidden love...

Loneliness
It creeps in like an unsuspected rain cloud...

**Note: These are meant to be song lyrics .**
(Chorus...

Why do i feel so lost?
In my own head...

Why do I feel as though everything I do is wrong?
The only time I feel right is when I'm with you...

Lost and alone
I wish that the thing making me happy...

A blank page
A new start...

We have this messed up little thing
I call it our love triangle...