This is late I know,
But I missed the last count...

Oh where do I begin?
I guess I'll start with the truth...

'Will you marry me?'
You asked that night...

I lay awake in my bed at night,
Wondering what is real...

You were there though thick and thin
you helped me in i was down...

This pain aches me all over,
The pain of not having you near...

I don't want to go outside,
For fear you wont be there...

I find myself unknowing of what to write,
As I cry joyful tears...