I don't want to love you
i try not to care...
I think you have no idea
just how much you mean to me...
She's the love of his life
She's his 'dream come true...
I love you so much but i cant let it show
i would only hurt myself by hearing your no...
I can see the pictures clearly,
the written letters...
I think of all our hugs and our first kiss
And ask myself why i let go of all this...
I could've seen you get born
count your fingers one by one...
I used to be the one who didn't cry
i used to have the answers to all questions why...
I can't believe i trusted you
how stupid can one be...
She tries hard to keep it ;
thinks no one knows her secret...
I wanna feel your head on my shoulder again
I want to feel the love we had back then...
It's like a traffic jam when you're already late
it's falling in love with your very best mate...