im lydia...yup thats me (unfortunatally) life stinks most all day long unless ur one of those preppy b**@#$% that every emo wants to kill =] thats me alright preps should die and burn in h*$%but oh sh** im gunna b in h@#$ so theyre gunna have to go in heaven or that place in between heaven and h$%@i cant remember what its called but i dont want them down there in h*@#with me thats for sure but enough about my home (h*$%) ha um i stink at skool, my mom h8s me, i never met my "real" dad, im all alone, never had a boyfriend(ur probbaly laughing at me...but ive cried enough today so stfu) my favorite band in the whole freaking world is MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!! i saw them in concert and ive been in luv with them ever since i got REALLY close to the stage where Gerard was(hes so god d@mn s3xy) and yeah my myspace url is myspace.com/idnthavealife so yeah msg me and say like i commented one of ur poems on poems & quotes or whatever idk ...anyways i h8 posers that say their life is messed up when it really isnt, i h8 ppl who label me as i.j. goth emo FREAK weirdo loner etc. im just me and thats all ill ever frekin be so get use to it...im depressed A LOT i cant help it...life suks really bad at this point my mom has been divorced 2 times and ive never met my "real" dad u know my biological dad..she says i dont want to know him cause hes mental and is on a lot of drugs...and then theres my step dad...hes just getting over cancer..he had a brain tumer and sh@# like that kemo, the works...yeah i personally didnt really care cause he was ALWAYS mean to me and blaming things on me and to this day he still does but i see him like once or twice every month cause i live with my mom and her boyfriend...and i dont want to see him anyways...when i write poems they take my pain and depresshin and sadness into words and what i only wish i could tell people but they'll think im weird or could care less about my life which is mostly the case...hope u ppl understand ='[