Faking a smile and trying to laugh
Hiding the tears behind that mask...
They lie on the golden sand below
Along the ocean's lazy waves...
Dreaming
Silently, sweetly...
Trying so hard
Needing to keep up with the time that has slipped...
Sometimes I look in the mirror into blue eyes I...
Staring in utter disbelief; "It's not me I...
It's the little moments i hate to remember
i want to put fire to my head...
You wish you had the certainty
To make it through the day...
It's like an invisible chain
Thick and sturdy...
You walked up to me at the end of the day
Saw my expression and couldn't turn away...
And all the world's love
Couldn't save him...
I lay here
With my heart in my hands...
This is how i wish to remember it
my body entangled with yours...