Sitting on the porch, looking in the sky
waiting for a signal that just might catch my eye...
Fear is something i held inside,
behind this mask i always cried...
Even though we are not together
I care about you more than ever...
I want to introduce you as my boyfriend
but its seems that I'm trying to hard...
So many emotions,
same S*** different day...
No more lies, im sick of your games
you werent a friend, what a shame...
A life once lived before these bars,
no privacy, no permission, your familys too far...
I'm confused and alone,
feeling a bit distraught...
I like the way you speak to me
the way you care and let me be...
Unwanted...forbidden,
this life...worth livin...
I see this box with a caution sign,
Do i touch it? can it be mine...
Joyful:
-its who i am when im with you...