I've finally learned my lesson.
From the teacher of heartache
Got broken one too many times,
And now my heart won't let me cry
crash and burned in all those fancy lies
heartbroken and bitter is today's objective.
pass or fail is the new lesson

Am I ready for this?
I wanna leave before I get hurt.
I wanna stay but I'm just not sure
that I can.
I don't think I deserve to be with him

My angers crippling and my heart beats sore.
Truth and lies intertwined, in my eyes
maybe I don't deserve your love
my past is still debilitating
I make it so hard to be loved
I wouldn't blame you for leaving

When you think somethings perfect
it probably truly is too good to be true.
the eyes can be deciving
forcing my heart to believe something
that just isn't true

Mixed emotins fill my body
the truth is I deserve to be happy
I know they say relationships take time
I know nobody's perfect but I can't be the only one trying

I took a chance on a bruised and broken heart
It can't afford to get broken in two again

It's the beginning of autumn
when the leaves will begin to fall
you say you're a pro when it comes to love
but can you catch this falling heart in time?
real tears fall from real eyes
real men dry those heartaches
and put an end to lies

I dnt want to put all I got into love
it will be taken away from me
Ill cry
til my eyes grow far too weak
and my heart speaks sorrows to me
the feeling of sadness will no longer remain
thats what always happens with love
it swells & decays

Steady breaths,
breathe in, breathe out
escape the world
these battlegrounds
you don't need anything but me
let your body collide with mine
sending shivers up and down my spine
these moments I know
everything will be fine.

He thought the grass was greener on the other side,
it wasn't til he crossed the fence
he realized how deceiving things can be
the grass wasn't green, it was infested with weeds
guess thats why they say all that glitters isn't gold.