Do you love me?
he ordered those words
and spit them at me
hyperventilating panicking
barely breathing I replied
yes then felt my knees go weak
he caught me, smiled
& said that's why I'd never let you fall

Prayed you and I could indeed be something
but if I'm not everything you want
then I can't be everything you need.
Don't wanna repeat my painful history.
So you can pack your things, and leave.

The only person worth holding onto in life
is the one that will fight for you on a battlefield without a weapon.

When the lonliess gets the best of you, you'll be back. You think your strong enough to live without me but in reality you can't live without love.

I feel like I'm falling in love when really I'm only falling face first into the ground. I feel like I'm falling in love alone.

My throats all choked up and my body hurts and now I can't think straight. A million thoughts runing through my brain telling me leave you be.

Tears will keep my ears company tonight.
the worst feeling in the world is feeling like the love you thought you had is a lie.

Forgiving someone doesn't make you weak
hatred does nothing but harden your heart
& leave no room for love.

If pain makes your heart race,
we share similar views.
if almost dying makes you feel alive,
we are the same.
if your body quakes at the touches of evil,
you may be lonely, but you're not alone.

Mirror mirror on the wall,
whose the most broken of them all?
must be the girl whose heart is dying,
or possibly the girl that's died while trying.