im living thru a lot of pain everyday that i have to deal with which is making me sorrowful. no one ever stays by my side when i truly need them and no one ever will. everything is hopeless and i keep yearning for the day i will be free from pain. love will never happen to me... I stand in the shadows of the world watching wat i can never have. the bruises i carry never seem to heal, my mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help. as always, i will be alone in the world, fighting my dark thoughts by myself.