I wake up
the weight of the day heavy...
How many bubbles
does it take to drown...
Lean into the wind
feel the smoke...
I feel your loss
like two rivers...
Throughout the years
they grew together...
She felt bright and shiny
and a little bit new...
I'm crippled by
the pain, and fear...
I am soft and wide
like hips that have seen childbirth...
I'm beginning to wonder
if these scars are...
I hear you knocking
to come in...
Find me here,
behind my words...
You came to me
with your arms full of...