Locked away in a box
that i keep hidden behind my heart...
I careen across
the pavement...
I twirled
and twirled...
Outside there's a dusty rain
and inside only golden shadows...
White dress, white lace
tattered and worn...
I feel the weight
of you...
Lean into the wind
feel the smoke...
I want you and
I don't...
It was all too much
for a moment...
I think somewhere in all this
subcutaneous earth...
I wish you
wouldn't say...
A sigh
is a wish...