Why should i cry
for how i feel...

I woke up again this morning that's never good
I guess the pills didn't work like the way they...

I saw a girl just today.
Not a word did she have to say...

Oh how you fill my lungs with eagerness
Placing my lips to you is sweeter then a kiss...

You are the reason i smile
right before i fall asleep...

Fergie once said big girls don't cry
But I'm living proof that's a lie...

Useless pencil that i hold
are my finger tips so cold...

I sit in my room at night and ponder
thinking of why you hate me and wonder...

The phone rings she knows
He's drunk again...

This Earth is Like hell
So take my life i might as well...

Locked in my room tears down my face
Stay away from me let me have my space...

I hear your voice oh how it eases my soul
Pulling me closer to the sound of which I love...