Reminding myself to breathe,
I hold back the tears and fight them...

They say that you find your strength
in your moments of weakness...

...
I wrote this in June of this year and just found...

Everyday waking up just a little more far gone,
Empty space in my heart made from missing you...

Well I fell in love with you,
there wasn't much I could do...

How do you hide the pain
when it feels like your heart is breaking...

Hiding behind a fake smile,
nothing but an act...

I'm standing here watching
as my world falls apart...

I told myself I wouldn't fall in love again,
the moments of bliss just weren't worth the pain...

Dark lit room,
sad music on the radio...

Another cold long night apart
where holding your picture is the closest we are...

I'd been walking in a shadow world,
the clouds were always hanging right above my...