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I wrote this in June of this year and just found...

Everyday waking up just a little more far gone,
Empty space in my heart made from missing you...

Life can get so hard at times,
makes me wonder if I'll break...

Closing my eyes I try to breathe,
calmly in and out again...

It was old in the days
of the wild Americas...

Looking out the window at the night
wondering why I'm even trying anymore...

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K, this is just a poem that I wrote for a younger...

I'd been walking in a shadow world,
the clouds were always hanging right above my...

I told myself I wouldn't fall in love again,
the moments of bliss just weren't worth the pain...

Well I fell in love with you,
there wasn't much I could do...

They say that you find your strength
in your moments of weakness...

Today is your day,
the day you were born...