As the silver blades slid on my wrist
I think of everything on my death list...

I know that you are a soldier
I know its very true...

Why did you go
why did you leave...

I can't take this pain anymore
Its killing me inside...

I am sorry that you had to hear this
But there is no other way...

Every night I lay in bed just thinking of you
I tried to remember how much fun we had...

I have tried to tell you I was sorry
But you just stood there like I was lieing...

No one will listen to me when I say I am in pain
I have tried so many times to tell you...

I have only one and one thing only
I wish to be yours from today til the end...