People don't tell me what I want to hear
They say "She's moved on, why can't...

As I take yet another cold shower
To keep my mind off of things...

I have no will to live
If it means living...

My love for you will last
Despite the horrible past...

Maybe one day
Maybe one day soon...

Pacing, Pacing
My life is erasing...

Listening to our song
Still wondering what went wrong...

You've taken my sword and left my shield
Now it is all that I can wield...

My feelings are splattered on my wall
My tears are splashed all over my pillow...

My dad got mad at me
For writing about you...

Today I cry
But that's nothing new...

I remain in a dazed state of denial
Without your beautiful smile...