It has almost been a year
since I let you into my life...

A life without romance
was almost believable...

Sometimes I let my make-up hide
what I desperately want to cry out...

Alone
scared and helpless...

My silent tears fell like raindrops,
and somehow you heard them all...

I wish I could remember
how you always turned my world around...

I thought I couldn't live without you,
but perhaps I believed I would never have to...

My guilt multiplies,
as loving you becomes a war...

It feels like we haven't spoken for years,
as I am hopelessly trying to believe...

Why come back now after the wreckage?
Why not come back when the ship was sinking fast...

It is now 4 am
And i just woke up...

I feel so weak for believing you
every time you told me that...