Black widow falling
50's sedan stalling...

Daddy no
I'm your baby...

Sitting here wishing
waiting, contemplating suicide...

Sitting alone
dying to cry...

Dirty hands that open my door
boots leaving a trail of mud...

I never knew his smile would
make my knees weak...

My head is spinning
these pills are strong...

They come to me in my sleep
i wake up and see their faces...

When hes gone
our bed is empty...

Yes no
maybe so this...