I cant do this all on my own. . i need your help. . reach through and help me before i die. !

I wana die right now just
so i can hear your voice one last time...
so i can feel your touch one last time...
so i can say goodbye one last time...
RIP brown nanny xx

Everything was just a big game to you a lie
i never want to see you again

As i layed there
you out your arms around my body
you hold me in a warm embrace
your touch fills me with warmth
i turn n kiss you...

Once you were a friend but now you have weaved your way into my heart i sleep and think of you i talk to you and my heart flies i think i really do love you

You smile poitetly
i stare right on through
why is it that i cant talk to you anymore
you said i could whenever
but that look tells me i cant
i need you now more than ever

I can ran just as fast as i can
to the middle of no-where
your just like a pill
just like this one here...
i'm sure you'll cause more pain then this little pill

Your touch fills me with joy
your mouth touches mine
our bodies close together
you in my arms
me in you arms
a girl can only dream

I look at you and i feel so much love and warmt... like the way i used to... [i let you go]... i pushed you away... {but now i want you back}

I looked into her eyes and saw nothing but emptyness... her arm had blood dripping from it... she was crying... i reached out for her but then i realised that i was looking in the mirror... it was me...