In my heart and my mind these thoughts stab at me
Bleeding out my soul until I'm drowing in the pain...

I close my eyes to make this feeling go away
But the hopelessness won't stop creeping in...

Did I make the right choices?
Am I seeing what I'm supposed to see...

Lightning starts to dance with the rain
The loud crackles of thunder quiver and shake...

Which elements pulse inside,
Driving me towards this fate...

Lost in your sky
Stars shine one by one...

I can't escape the weight on my shoulders.
This baggage constantly dragging me down...

My mind so restless with these questions
Weary from the energy you drain from me...

With age comes the reality
that life is just another perception...

I had dreams of a day when I would feel okay
I had hopes that after a while, this pain would go...

I've never felt your touch on my skin
Or had your soft lips on mine...

I close my eyes to push this away
But stronger hands pull it back quickly...