In between the shadows of isolation
Twisting like a disease inside this vast soul...
Everything in life changes in some way
The sky and sea are the only things that stay...
I stand in front of the mirror
On this particular night of nights...
Eyes wide open and staring back at me
Light hits the blue until it's all that I can see...
Feel like I should jump off a cliff
Just lose control of all my mind's worries...
What is it like to not be angry all the time?
What is it like to not feel you could never get...
I'm walking through life deaf and blind
Lately it feels I've fallen too far behind...
Surrounded by the reminder of this old pain
I struggle to find the right words again...
How can I be happy to be a human being?
When all my senses have been dulled away...
You're always sitting in the back of the room
Dreaming of a day when things will be okay...
So how does it feel to be a fake?
To never give back, only to take...
Been a long year without you by my side
Always thought the pain would never divide...