I Lie in my bed..
My body is calm..&& tired...
I never feel like im in a loss of words,
when i have you to talk to...
Its every moment that I think..
This could be the last...
Everyone keeps saying,
What do you see in him...
There is this thing about you,
that makes my insides tingle...
People were racing,
heart rapidly beating...
I cant sleep much anymore,
ever since you walked out of my life...
Your sweet tender skin,
brushes past my unconscious hand...
Its so hard now a days looking into your eyes,
And convincing myself that your not beautiful...
It is now..that I know..I must take my last bow...
Give up what I love..&& who I love...
It feels easier to breathe when the airs knocked...
when there's nothing left to hold onto...
I keep thinking of how the day will go..
when i finally tell you...