So many years,
so much pain...

My blood lies splattered on the floor
staining crimson the white tiles...

I will not do this anymore.
I cannot do this anymore...

For 2 years i fought the need to rip myself apart
i tried to find new ways to cope...

The years i have spent
The bridges i have burned...

I never thought that love could be like this
then i met you and my whole world was changed...

I never knew
what true love was like...

As my gaze falls upon your receding form, i let...
Till they choke me and i gasp for air...

I crawl back to you
like an addict to the needle...

Healing takes time, and time seems to take...
You start to smile again, and when you laugh it's...

I never thought it would come to this
i have to hide it all from you now...

You will never know,
the hell I’m living in...