I'm starting to blame myself
for all those things you're responsable of
I'm starting to blame myself
for all the things that went wrong
I'm starting to blame myself
for being the way I am
for being me.

I wish I could cry my pain away
cause if that were the case
I would be the happiest girl on earth.

How can heartache just strike you
when you least expect it?
I thought I was over you
but now I just want to kiss you so badly
and realizing I can't
makes me just want to kill myself
even more.

Some of those heartbroken-lovesongs
can just slap you in the face
'cause they describe
exactly the way you're feeling.

I'm starting to realize
I'm nothing without you
And that I let go of my world
the moment I watched you leave

I can honoustly say
I have never felt
so bad
so screwed up
so afraid
so lost
so head over heals in love
without you

I'm so stuck in between

I want to kiss you so badly
that I get goosebumps everytime I think of the moments we shared
But then again
I get goosebumps everytime I think of how horrible I felt during those days

I'm so stuck in between.

I feel so horrible without you
that 'having you' is the thing I want the most
and 'kissing you' is the only thing on my mind
But then again, when I had you
'having you' was the thing I hated the most
and 'kissing you' didn't seem so tempting

I want you so badly ;
and I hate the fact that
'having you' isn't that great at all
and that I will feel just as miserable
when I have you
than when I don't.

I blame myself for so many things
but I blame myself the most
for letting go of your hand and for walking away
when I still had the chance to grab it tight
and never let it go.