I will always be here for you....Because I love you
But Now I have to go find the one person who can love me..without the whole lying part...</3

I'm saying its not going to be easy...
Its going to be really hard!
We are going to have to put up with each other ever day!
But I want to do that..
Because I want you,
I want all of you...
You and Me. T O G E T H E R. every day

-the notebook

They say if you let it go & it comes back its meant t o be...
But what happens when he comes back...a little too late...?

I realized talking to you now..
Is like scratching an open wound...
..The pain in my heart just gets worse
</3

Ps- I hope you cry everytime you think of me & him
....Maybe then you'll feel tha pain ive felt all along

Isnt funny how when you move on they want you back...they say they dont want you but then you realize they aslo dont want you with any one else..?

..I must say being with him is the happiest Ive been since you...
But I do admit I feel an emptiness in my heart...I feel a coldness when he says I love you...
Because deep down I know I could never love him the way I loved
Y O U....</3

I try to fight it
&& Just say I'm fine...
I constantly pray
Things will get better in time...

</3

I never knew the pain in my heart
Would hurt me to this degree
But isn't that what happens
When I Love him..&& he doesn't Love me...?

He whispered he missed me
I pulled away & said "you didnt miss me too much"...& pointed to the hickey on his neck
</3