Have you ever loved somebody so much, it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad, you cant sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words, but they dont come out right?
.....

Im trying to convience myself that your not the one for me
But the more I think,
The less I believe it
& the more I want you here with me...</3

I pretty much love you more than I initially planned <3

Its really pathetic,
How I keep holding on to something thats not coming back

Ive learned that GOODBYES will always hurt...
pictures never replace having been there,
memories good or bad will bring tears,
and words can never replace those feelings </3

Sometimes it hurts alot more
To smile infront of everyone,
Than to cry all alone </3

Im trying my hardest to keep it
T O G E T H E R
but im slowly F A L L I N G apart

------------> </3

I know what it feels like,
to want to die
How it hurts to smile
How you try to fit in when you cant
How you hurt yourself on the outside
To try to kill the thing on the inside
All because you lost him </3

Honestly I spend most of the day sitting on IM staring at your screen name waiting for you to get on knowing it wont happen,
as I cry my eyes out </3

Just hearing your voice again
....makes my heart beat fast & slow at the same time
& thats how I know you were the one I should have never let go of <3