Your walking away.
taking my whole world out the door..
while I'm just that stupid girl.
crying her heart out on the cold floor...
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& no matter what I do..
I always forget, to forget you..

Why cant you see its breaking my heart?!?!

Me: arent you afraid at all?
him:of what?
me:well your oging off next year..and we have to sepreate
him: and?
me: dont you think its stupid for us to get attached, only to be broken hearted in the fall?
him......idk

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& its killing me to walk down this hallway,
holding back the tears & that clumped feeling in my throat
..looking around at all the faces, hoping to see you, knowing thats not going to happen.....

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Sometimes you just want so badly to move on..you would do anything to just stop the hurt..

but it just wont go away...

& truth is..You light up my world & give me a happiness I thought was impossable to feel <3

He is like my cigarette
ive smoked for so long that i dont know how to stop,
even though he is hurting me inside...

& she has come to realize every time she see's him that goofy smile of hers streches wide across her pretty face<3

& each morning when she wakes up,
she looks in the mirror & smiles,
because she knows he is the reason for her happiness<3