Has it ever been this hard?
To not love someone so much...
The me in my mirror is so big.
I look and then must turn away...
Dancing underneath the stars,
As whispers of I love you fill the night air...
Soaring high above my comfort zone
Putting myself in these vexatious positions...
Your presence,
Is like a soft, summer breeze...
Falling soundlessy into open space,
Sifting through it effortlessly...
We started out as Friends,
Hanging out every weekend...
Sitting in the grass
Playing with your golden hair...
Am I really that invisible?
Can you see me at all...
After all this time,
It's hard to imagine...
His cold soft lips
Pressed gently to mine...
Tears are welled up inside me,
Trying to keep them from falling...