Perhaps it is only me
but i feel as though...

All i can think about is you,
I've tripped...

Laying in bed,
thoughtsof you...

I recall your hate filled eyes
I recall the million punches...

Everything you say
I replay...

Things got worse
smiles held lies...

There is nothing I can do
A disorder is all this is...

The depression
has taken a turn for the worse...

Watching you fall
Off a cliff to nowhere...

Imperfection
coved by perfection...

It hangs in a fine balance
swaying ever so slightly...

Lower and lower
until i am numb...