Deep inside
hidden with lock and key...
Try to ignore it
try not to pick it up...
She smiles
but its all a lie...
The burden was to big
The ache could almost choke her...
"Your so fat"
"I hate you"...
Bloody marks on my arms
healing up...
Like cold fingers around my heart
Like claws that rip me apart...
Every time i see those veins
I try to suppress the urge...
Breathing is harder
as i try to rid of this ache...
Blood pools around me
My body still and pale...
Alone in my mind
Behind dark doors...
Shove my plate away
I hate the look of food...