It's exhausting to spend all my energy for the day...
This moment that hits me like a tidal wave...
I feel it
- a nudge of safety...
They're going to notice soon -
the hollowness in my eyes...
I wake up without the scream.
It doesn't seek anything from me...
Surprisingly, I am not spending the holidays
in a court ordered facility, even though I...
Why do we want what we
can't have the most...
You visit me
in dreams...
It's 5 AM and as I look out my window
before drifting to sleep...
It was the one space we were
working to make safe...
This place is full of ghosts
and I'm shaking and shivering...
I still can't believe you're gone,
but I can't let myself miss you too much...
Do I feel guilt? Of course I do,
but this time I do not let it consume me...