All the Pain
Makes me go Insane...

July 3, 2008
I'm Filled with Sorrow & Pain...

I will never forget
when December was my favorite month...

How many times
do I have to go through this...

Everyday has been nothing but a challenge
no matter what I do or say...

To think I was happy again
to think I found the one...

Your eyes Shines so bright
Like the stars late at night...

Getting ready to go to sleep..
My heart pumps faster and faster...

As what others say,
the farther you get into a relationship...

Today was the day
The day I met his parents...

Why do I constantly feel the need to be strong
That crooked smile, that forced body language...

I was a fool to think that you'll change
Knowing you messed up so many times...