Never once did they warn
How hard it is to have a chid...

Analyze my every move
to find what I did wrong this time...

She wanders through the darkness
She lives amongst her demons...

What can I say to express how I feel
What I'm longing for are a few too many pills...

It's like a wound
heals but NEVER fades...

Why wasn't I enough to make daddy stay
Why aren't I enough for mommy to want me...

She lies beside me in bed tonight
Because she feels too lonely to lie in hers...

Here I sit playing the game of football
All alone...

Mind racing
splitting pain...

You didn't save him
You stood by as he died inside...

You see these words along my skin
They spell out SORRY...

I want a hug
But don't deserve one...