It was the way you left me waiting in a dream...
It was the way you walked slowly over my heart, as...

I know it now, I loved you then
But words came late, hearts were broken...

Hey God
Sorry, it's me again...

I tried to say the words you wanted to hear-
But hard silence bit my tongue...

I don't want to beg anymore
Not for a friend who cannot care...

Emotional confusion tossed aside and undermined
Truth's hidden secrets are close, but yet confined...

So low, so far down beyond redemption,
So broken and frayed beyond correction...

I'm tired,
My whole body aches...

If you knew how intensely you've hurt me
It wouldn't make a difference to you...

If tonight I died,
Would you remember me...

If Only
If only you could be here...

If there was ever a time, it was with you-
Waves crashed upon the shore...