Why do i let myself fall so fast
smile as my feelings get torn to shreds trying not...
What did you expect me to say,
you already knew my answer anyway...
Hold me tight sweet darling,
for tonight might be my last...
My god my god why have your forsaken me
turning your back as i slowly bleed...
I can never get back those nights i thought about...
and i can never get back those months my life...
As i watch my crimson tears fall to the floor
from the slits on my arm...
Don't forget the kisses,
don't for get the tears...
I laughed when you said my heart would mend,
i bawled when you told me you are still my best...
Yesterday i tried to help you find yourself
but lost myself in return...
Oh sweet angel of death,
you came across as just looking glass...
As the curtain closes and everyone goes home.
the act is still going within someone alone...
Ill call you dear and you'll take my hand
you'll lead me to failure but I'll understand...