At the center of my world
There's a photo of a girl...

I am not worthy of the blessing
Floating swiftly through my mind...

_ can see you floating away
Drifting to his heart from mine...

Your voice sails smoothly through me
Taking time...

Sit down and just think
Don't rush your thoughts...

I am but a dead leaf
Floating through autumn skies...

A salty flood seems imminent
So I'm hiding my face in shame...

Can you hold a cigarette in a mouth
That has no tongue and cannot shout...

These shackles have begun to cut
Blood of her latest victim not dried yet...

I know I've lost a couple pounds
I had been eating for you...

The notebook I once wrote in
With a note from her I'll keep for eternity...

That's a long way down.
Should I do this...