You became my everything and maybe that was my mistake. Making you more important than my own self.

So here I am, back again,
Back to the place where it all began,
Trapped amongst all your lies,
Day by day my heart continually dies.

'Cause I can't get you out of my head,
And I can't seem to stop thinking of you all day,
And I can't help but miss you,
This is all I want to say...

It's not like I even mattered,
So why should you care?
I really wish I had never gotten so close to you,
Never tried so hard to help you,
Never sacrificed all that I did...
All you ever gave me were tears...

It's not everyday that I would open my heart,
It's not everyday that I get to tell you how I really feel,
Or how much value you've added to my life,
But all I hope is that I'll get a chance to say this to you every single day...

"She used to write the most beautiful things - words painted so delicately wrapped innocently between heart wrenching pain" - was it all just a phase?

"Let forgiveness wash away the seeds of pain planted by your very hands"

If I had a rose for every time I thought of you I'd be walking in a garden...

I don't need you to be there for me,
I don't give a damn.
I used to think that you were different,
But now I realize that I'm just not the same....

I always thought that being a cutter was a weak and easy way of escape.
But now I understand that it's just a way to escape the pain inside. It's a few minutes where your mind can shift to exterior pain.. And you know what it does feel nice.