I wish you were there
just like i wish that you really care...

I'm perfectly imperfect and thats how I'm going to...
I find how much we've grown apart each and...

I'm shiny, I'm sharp, I'm brand new
think of the thing i could do...

My life is a big hustle why can't you see that...
i guess it was all the love i lacked...

This sweet pain
this numbing bliss...

Dear reader there once was a girl
who loved a boy, he was her whole world...

Dear reader what do you say
to a girl that every day is a dark stormy day...

No one will stop to listen to my tears/
they hold such a story...

I've never been in such a dark despair the i could...
the reaping i have done came back around just as...

As tears fall
i wish i could recall...

Help, help, help, is all i asked for
but i guess you didn't hear...

Tired of living can't hold on
tried so hard yet I'm losing ground...