Now the skies always seem gray
I don't know what to say...

I said I would always be here
I will cling to my word and hold it dear...

Today you almost seen me cry
If you had how would you reply...

I'll put my trust back in your hands
Hoping that my heart withstands...

Here I am lying in the dark,
praying that I won't make a little red mark...

*This was the first poem I ever wrote in 2005...
You were my companion, my pride and my joy...

Darkened soul no place to go
It's hard to believe I was happy not too long ago...

Painful guilt fills my soul
almost fulfilling a deadly toll...

Oh how I longed for the fresh air
To run through my hair...

*This is a poem I wrote about a horse I've been...
Started without even a halter on her head...

Lonely nights brings a familure chill
now too weak to climb my once small hill...

I ask this question every night when I cry
It's like I know the answer, but yet I still ask...