It was almost a year ago
The events of that September day echo
Horrible grief and misleading disbelieve
You asked me if I hated you
The day I said goodbye
Trying to be strong I replied "no, I just have to go."
And then left so you couldn't see me cry
Leaving cut me through the heart
It truly tore my soul apart
But then I came back
With my horses and tack
Because once I listened to my heart instead of my mind
.....I then wasn't so blind
History has a funny way of repeating itself
Because now you have left me
Just like I did with you,
You left me alone with this pain, can't you see?
I whisper "do you hate me?" as you walk away
watching you go, I know that you couldn't stay.
The thing is I know you have a reason to be mad at me
I guess that's one thing now we can agree
I'm sorry I hurt you
I was hurting too
But that's no reason for acting the way I did
Even if I was "just a kid"
I found comfort from my knife
Doing that took my bestfriend out of my life
