Wait

I said I would always be here
I will cling to my word and hold it dear
I didn't think I would ever have to wait alone
the reasons are still unknown
you were there when I needed you
I wish I could of done the same thing too
Back when I pushed everyone away
...Well, I guess I still do that to this day
But you use to break through
After each red line I drew
You made me feel warmth
On those cold nights
You helped with those inner fights
But then you vanished
And I feel like I've been banished
But I'll just sit here and wait
My heart I will still keep locked like a gate
But it's never too late
Because I'll still be here
And in the end this will all be more clear
Because it's not death I fear
It's this numbness that's so sever
But what ever happens
Whether I'm dead or alive
I'll be sure that you will still survive