My name is Amber. I can be quite complicated. I don't normally trust most people. I've got past experiences to back that up. I am easily irritated at times. While striving for perfection I stumble alot. Never even reaching the goal, I seem to lose almost everything along the way. Confused and lost I pick up what I can of my composure and keep moving foward. That's basically my whole life. I lose but I live. I am grateful for what I do have, dont get me wrong. I have awesome parents, and God. Constant prayer helps some of my most desired needs. But, I must come to realize that this isn't all about me. Give and you shall recieve..forgive and forget..drop it and move on..One small step at a time and everything will slowly but surely work it's way up the step ladder of emotional wellness. I've just got to motivate myself mentally to keep going. Never giving up till I can no longer walk or think..