Why
Why do I care...

I never feel more alone
Than when I'm surrounded, in a crowd...

I found myself standing on the edge
Looking over without fear of falling...

I sit drowning in my loneliness
Walking through the waves of sorrow...

You made me float in clouds
Made my heart feel again...

I want to cry out to the world
Im here...

I need to share the things I've seen
The beauty of life and humanity...

I feel destroyed and shattered
Atomically scattered...

I feel like a child playing
Running through sprinkler mist...

Im in a state of constant struggle.
Fighting my emotional weakness and trying to keep...

Here I sit holding the last threads of humanity
Hands stretched wide trying to hold onto them...

Im so sorry
Sorry that I found you...