My last breath.

I feel destroyed and shattered
Atomically scattered.
Spread throught the universe
Torn appart, couldn't be worse.

My world is falling apart at the seams
I thrash around fighting, trying to scream
I'd kill to have you stay a part of my life
I'd do anything to keep this alive

Is there something I did or didn't do
There must be a way to stay part of you
Do you need me to change a part of me
Was it somthing I missed and I didn't see

For you I would give up the rest of the world
But that's not enough for you is it girl
I gave up friends and family all
And sat by the phone to wait for your call

But the phone, it lays silent, quiet and dead
And the thought of you still are there in my head
I do not regret any part of you
I regret that I was not god enough too.

So many times we layed next to eachother
Lay there as friends, as equals, as lovers
I wish for those days I long for them
But know that they will not happen again

Its your choice not mine but yet you say
That you are so broken, and feeling so grey
And that you still love me more than him
But him you are used to, im just a fling.

Never again will this happen to me
Love my heart will never again see
This I promise and have not doubt
I'm dead on the floor with blood gushing out.

As I lay here and inhail my last breath
As my body goes cold and I stare at death
I still love you more than my words can say
Have a great life and a very nice day.