Can I put my headphones on and make believe, that everything's fine and not incomplete? Can I turn the music on high and try with all my might .. to not cry in the darkness by myself tonight?

Maybe somewhere within the depts of my heart ... i really believed that yuu would have kept trying. maybe somewhere deep down, i didn't want to accept that yur feelings had changed...

I wanted yuu to be there when I fall, stand by my side through it all. i wanted yuu to wipe the tears I cried, to always just be by my side.. I didn't wanna end up as "friends" .. was that to hard to understand?

I wanna lay on my bed and put the musick on blast; erase everything from my mind, the future .. the past. forget all the memories, the tears on my face. All I have now is this sad empty space

I remember laying in my bed, sad and alone. waiting for your name to come up on my phone. and now we're just friends, even if i pretend.. this empty space wont be filled again.

Lately it feels like yur fading into a memory .

I was suppose to be the person who loved you so much, suppose to be the girl yu could always trust. suppose to be the girl yu called on yur phone, the person who gave yu light when yu were all alone..

For some reason, i really believed that yuu would never hurt me. for some reason, i believed that yuu were the one. for some reason .. i trusted yuu, i really trusted yuu...

& maybe that's why my heart hurts so much.

Lets be realistic. A heart isn't a toy. Once it's broken, it might not get fixed.

We dont talk anymore.
i dont wake up to yur voice, i dont fall asleep listening to yuu breathe. i dont know when to im yuu or when to call yuu. but guess what? regardless ..i'm still madly in love with yuu ..