I just want to slip into a coma and die
Maybe wait around for a while...

I feel like there's a huge gaping hole in between
When all the infinite sadness across is unseen...

Only love caresses the air
Although you're never tangible, I know when you're...

My life is in my hands
Or around my wrists...

My lips wanted to speak
Tell you of the hurt...

This was written the summer of 2008 for my first...
For you I'd open up dark clouds with a sword...

The sky was gray, lake blue
On my first day of life...

My depression drives me on a one way road
On the borderline of dropping out alone...

The cradle of a budding utopia
Remaining signs of life are twisted...

If I never see your smile, or face light up again
I want you to know that I loved you till my very...

I feel like a child in a world full of...
You took my hand and guided me across the...

I go through this notebook
It's the rantings of a young woman who endlessly...