I was a little scared
so nervous i was shaking...
I wanted to write a poem
just to say one simple thing...
It's not fair to read about how all these people...
Because i crave it so badly every time my door is...
So cold and lonely
my body is numb...
I think i had a dream last night, or maybe it was...
i remember trying to escape from what i didn't...
You never hear the ending
or how events unfold...
You found out the other day
that my loyalty bends...
I bite my nails
i pick at my face...
I took your heart
and held it in my hands...
I thought i was falling in love
turns out i was not...
Its always a dream
its never real...
I feel as though i'm on the edge of a breakdown
Things that used to be so simple suddenly seem...