Guilty

So cold and lonely
my body is numb
i sit paralyzed with fear
not knowing what's to come

it feels like i've been waiting
for days on end
waiting to break
or waiting to mend

i know not what goes on
outside my walls of shame
i only see their fingers
pointing at me in blame

they remind me of my past
of all the mistakes i made
and the resonating words
continue to degrade

i can never make things right
or take back what i've done
so i'll sit and cry and hope i die
and let the accusers know they've won

i am guilty

*Yeah, no clue what this is. Very random, very scattered, very... bad.*